Rezeki

Harini result untuk KPM scholarship finally released. Dari semalam lagi jantung dupdapdupdap macam nak terkeluar je. Mandi tak basah tidur pun tak lena. ceh tipu je tidur tak lena padahal bangun taknak pulak terlewat sikit tadi. sikit jee tak banyak lewatnye lah. haha. Okay back to scholarship. Alhamdulilah, syukur ke hadrat Illahi atas rezeki yang diberi. Buka je website www.moe.gov.my terus click je dkt pemberitahuan tu masuk number Ic, tutup mata 25saat lepas tu bukak nampak words yang CAPS LOCK tu dulu, yang lain-lain tulisan halus tu semua tak baca lagi. Nampak je word tu hati terus jadi lega. Alhamdulilah sebab macam usaha yang dah dibuat mendatangkan hasil. Dari ujian Medsi ke interview 45 minutes di Tanjung Malim. Mula-mula macam dah tak yakin dah dapat, ye lah kene hentam teruk jugak mase interview haritu. Siap kene bancuh lagi bukan bancuh teh ke kopi ke eh tapi kene bancuh sebab tak berapa tahu soal politik. bukan tak ambil tahu, cuma pening dengan politik sekarang ni. It seems to be so complicated. Yang ni salah yang ni betul kejap yang ni betul yang ni salah. Jadi confused and jadi macam kurang minat nak tahu. Tahu sikit-sikit tu ade lah. heh. Enough about politics and stuff. Rase gembira bila call mama tadi and dengar suara dia yang happy, mula-mula buat drama sikit, 

"Tak dapat lah ma.. Takpe kan?"

"Yeke? takpe. Takde rezeki." 

Dengar je suara mama macam sedih sikit jadi macam tak sanggup pulak nak drama lama-lama.

"Dapat lah maa.. tolong print dekat office eh."

"haa? dapat ke tak?"

"dapat.. hihihi."

"Alhamdulilah.. dapat ye? eish main-main pulak."

Seronok dengar suara mama yang happy bila dapat tahu. Tu lah yang buat aku rase nak usaha seboleh mungkin. Nak happy kan mama dengan ayah. Alhamdulilah Allah beri aku peluang nak gembira kan mama dengan ayah. :) 

p/s thanks jugak awak dekat awak. :)

Banyak.

Rase macam nak tulis banyak, nak cerita banyak tapi tiba-tiba rasa macam taktahu mana nak mula. Mungkin boleh mula dengan bermulanya sesi latihan intensif 4 bulan menjadi intern "suri rumah" selepas perletakkan jawatan setelah sebulan lebih berkerja. Haha. Taknak kejap pulak kerja kan? takpe experiences yang dapat tu yang penting, ada yang baik ada yang buruk, mana yang baik kita ikutkan mana yang buruk kita jadikan guideline untuk tak buat benda yang sama lagi. Dengan tempoh masa kerja yang hangat hangat hair dryer mimpi mimpi nak beli nak berbelanja sakan nampak gayanya jadi mimpi jugak lah. Okay sekarang dah mula emosi. Emosi sebab mimpi tinggal mimpi. Dah takde idea dah sebab emosi melampaui batas. okay bye, Selamat Malam.

My Merry-Go-Round

Yeah you said hey,
And since that day,
You stole my heart and you're the one to blame.


And that's why I smile,
Its been a while,
Since everyday and everything has felt this right...
And now,
You turn it all around,
And suddenly you're all I need.

Somehow.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder.


The distance is only physical.


No matter how far away you are I still get butterflies when i hear your voice.

Love or Crush?

Have you guys ever comes to the point when you really want to figure out whether the person whom is close to you are so called 'love' or 'crush'? yeah same goes to me then, SOMETIMES not each and every time tho. hehh. Well, consequently we tend to call them our 'crush' but it happens otherwise as it is actually 'love' or vise versa. For me, in reality particularly, it comes in stages. Crush is a stage before we're in love with someone. Yeah maybe some of us will argue that "well crush is a crush, you might forget or lost contact with your crush a few months later after your so called 'close-relationship-period' " well cannot argue with that fact actually as sometimes it tends to be true then, some of us might has experienced that sort of situations and sometimes it hurts too as the person whom closed to you eventually GONE and DISAPPEARED from your life all of sudden ! that is sooo miserable moment in life actually. Well yeah return to the stages thingy, crush is like the moment when you like someone. I mean you like him as he treated you right, he always there for you and so on and forth. And true after the crush or liking stage, the 'love' will naturally takes it place in the process. There will be no more crushing moment nor liking moment but it is more specifically to be the love-moment-stage. But it depends on how long or how much times you need to be in the process or in the crush and liking stage to get into the love stage. Maybe a lil bit longer or maybe it just take a very short moment. Who knows right? It depends on us to make it real or just leave it to be just one more 'crush' for us. It's just a bit of my opinion tho and maybe the opinion of mine might be different with yours. No offence yea. Oh and yeah i did googled for some info regarding this. Here are some infos that you might want or need to know. Enjoy reading and take your one step further peeps. :) 

Difference Between Love and a Crush 

Many people cannot understand

The power of true love vs a simple crush

In a crush, his face is all you can see

In love, his face is all you can think of

In a crush, you know he won't help you

In love, you know you have his shoulder to cry on

In a crush, he's just a pretty face

In love, he's everything beyond mere skin and bones

In a crush, he won'€™t be laughing with you

In love, his laugh becomes yours

In a crush, stay away from him for a week, and he's no longer important

In love, stay away from him for a week, and it feels like eternity

In a crush, you see your reflection against his eyes

In love, you see his soul inside his eyes

In a crush, you become his stalker

In love, you become his life

In a crush, your mind finds every way to impress him

In love, you already have him in your power

In a crush, you would'n€™t save his life over yours

In love, you'™d go through any pain to see him through

In a crush, you have no compassion

In love, it's everything you have.